disappointment

you broke a promise. u said you wouldnt forget about me but u did.
im disappointed, angry, frustrated.
what happened? idk what to think. idk what to do.
my heart hurts like a mofo.
i miss you like crazy.
im scared and im worried.
you broke my trust.
you left me crying.
i feel weak and vulnerable.

you have no idea whats going on through my head right now
im just holding on to those words that you always say to me.
maybe im just exaggerating this, i honestly dont know.
im thinking of the worst but still hoping for the best.
im gonna remain postive (or atleast try) i know i tend to overthink things.
but i am very worried.
i want honesty from you just like how ive been, just tell me everything, ill understand.
tell me if you still want me, tell me if you dont.
tell me if you forgot tell me anything.
ill believe it , ill understand, ill accept it.
dont worry i wont get hurt, you wont hurt me
just tell me everything you can, honesty is what i want from you.


truth be told, im scared to know the answers, im scared really scared.
ayaw mo na sa akin ano? may nakita ka ba dun sa party?
but i have to know coz i dont wanna live in a lie. id rather know the truth than be caught up with fantasy.