rant rant

your sitting there in your chair while i am on the otherside thinking am i contented just being where i am.i am sitting back here looking at you while you do your work (youre making a cd as i type actually)

and thne i realize that it has come to the point where i dont JUST wana be on the other side of the monitor.

i wanna be where u are, to be able to actually BE THERE when ur doin something watching you with my own two eyes. it has to the point where i cant stand being this far anymore. it has come to the point where i wish i wasnt where i am. watching you there, intently  finishing your stuff while i watch you, i secretly wish and hope that the distance will soon shorten. i ask myself why am i so far away but i know theres a reason for it , like what you said, this is just a test for us.a test to determine if we are really meant for each other. ok i know, i ot the message, did we not pass  it yet? itll be our 2nd month being together soon, and yet and still my feelings remain the same, in fact it has grown deeper. dont you think we passed the test? whats next?

life is such a bitch sometimes, but it always have a deeper meaning. i just have to look deep down the trouble to realize the oppurtunity. the distance is just a test our love will not falter. ill continue to try my hardes. ill continue to be perfect imperfect boyfriend to you. and maybe sometimes ill make mitakes, but i know youll understand. i wont be someone that will give up, not this time. i wont be half assed, ill do whatever it takes to ake sure that you and i remain happy. i love you baby. now and till whenever.ill love you till you stop loving me..or maybe even beyond.

(ur chewing your earphones ryt now, oh how cute nd you look mighty fine with tha  blue shirt  LOl)

so i say to life, i dont care whatever hardships you put me through ill pass it, im sure ill be the one to win and laugh in the end. just wait till you see my smile of triumph.