Monday, November 23, 2009

a message to someone special

its been one whole month. 23rd marks the first month we've known each other. the first time we officially talked. the first time u blessed me with your existence. im happy. you know how it is right? your my personal drug, my addiction, the sun and the moon i absolutely need you in my life. i cant even sleep til i hear ur voice, even sleeping pills dont work, i just gotta hear you. we've just tallked about this but you know how i am, i HAVE to still talk LOl. thank you babe for making me feel like this.

you said:
 ur thankful that im in your life,
i say:
 that im more blessed to have you in mine. 1 month seemed like only yesterday. im still looking forward to tomorrow, waiting anxiously till u wake up from ur slumber.

you said:
 u realized yesterday (when i had my phone off and u waited and waited) how much i mean to u, but
 i say:
 ive already realized it a long time ago how much u lighten up my world.

i said:
i love you
you said:
i love you more

im happy.im counting down the days when i can be in your arms finally. counting down the moments till i can sleep beside you. jotting down all the memories, remembering all the adventures, keeping all the instances that we are together. bottling up all the emotions  till i can express it to you face to face.i feel so blessed to have met you. and so joyed to have been loved by you. i dont wana be here if your there. i dont wana stay here when i know ur out there waiting. without you nothing matters. coz i dont want anything if i cant have you.(omo so melodramatic xD, forgive me). ill post the poem/song i made for u later. i love you


-thnx for the song baby

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