goodbye & hello.

the end.

a new beginning.

goodbye.

and hello.

i decided to send something back its already in the mailbox just waiting for the mailman to pick it up . read it. the weather is gloomy just like how i felt before, i was shocked and i was sad, but i asked for this in the first place right? its ok i told myself.it was for the best i know it. be happy u made that choice so stick with it, dont hurt him like how i hurt u. u decided to move on so i will...i shed the last tear and now im done with it, ive been prepared.be happy and make him happy just like how u made me happy,it was a short relationship but i think it will be the most memorable to date. you have my blessings.you are an amazing person more than ul ever know. as a final word for you: k oopybear,hanks for the wonderful times u gave me.its goodbye for now and maybe one day we can smile at each other again and laugh abt it. but for now....

the end.

if ur reading this, i still want my letter i know we can be friends in time.

11/01/09 3.08pm. In the bathtub, i was thinking.u called me cause u were worried.i told u everything u said its ok..u slowly took away the sadness that i found out  a few minutes before and said ur just there waiting for me. i told u my woos and u listened, i told u how i felt at that time and u understood. thanks for everything ^^. you said i love you, i almost cried, how could u when im like this. i was in awe, i was thankful i was very  happy. i wanted to be honest to u. i was scared. scared that i was not over the other one yet and if u found out ull leave my side but u understood and just said ur ok if im happy. im ready to move now. theres nothing holding me back. ive accepted it,just allow me to cry, even once, for the love ive lost and ill be ready. i am ready. im smiling now.smiling coz before when i was listening to his explanations i was also thnking of u, knowing ull be there after this sadness knowing that ull understand, i was right, u did.the only reason i kept saying no to u was coz i knew that i did something wrong first, i couldnt say yes not until ii can give u all of me.they say i fall in love quickly, i say i fall in love coz the  people i do fall for are worth it. your calls make me happy, u make me smile, u make me forget about everything and u make those sessy moves on the dance floor.at night was fun, i hope u had fun knwing my bestfriend, she said u were cute and she likes u. i was secretly really glad coz she never approves of anyone.LOL. i hope we get along really good i hope that our story will be a long and happy one.im looking forward to tomorrow, and the next day and the next.....

let me introduce my self again to u.. hi im john, u can call me jiyeo..im not perfect i always make mistakes, ive hurt people and ive been hurt in return. im emotional and sensitive.im over jealous and insecure but if u give me a chance ill make it right . if u accept me then ill give u my all.

i like u u like me, lets start a new story 

"Love like you've never been hurt before"

ps

you need tostop camwhoring in the tub and do ur laundry lol

and i really need to put some pants on xD