stop & stare

i stare at the ceiling blankly.
idk what to think.
when im alone i feel the loneliness come back.
when its dark the emotions come back.
i close my eyes.
i dont wana be alone right now. 
try to sleep, try to forget.
tomorrow is a new day.


i wish u were here to hug me and say everything will be ok.
i wish u were here to kiss me and make it feel all better.
i wana go where u r at.
i wana kiss u and hug u, stroll the streets and shop with u.
i wana feel ur breathe and ur warmth.
i want u to make me forget.
i want u to make me happy, ur the only one right now that can.
i want so many things.
but all i can do right now is stare at u from a distance. so near yet so far.
i love you.