sorry

even the sky is sympathizing with me..
its dark and gloomy just like how im feeling.
the sky slowly drizzles rain all over like how my eyes are crying..
im in the state of utter confusion
even the winds feel the same they come and go, streaming left and right not knowing where to go not knowing what to do. not knowing where to head to.

it happened to fast, i thought i was ready again, i believed i was.maybe i wasnt
seasons changed, time passed. you were still there waiting.

i dont know how to make things right. i have become what i feared the most to be. all i can say is im sorry for everything
my heart hurts everytime i see u, there, waiting, hoping. im sorry for everything im sorry to keep you waiting im sorry for making u feel like this im crying coz im hurting u i dont even know how i can say this i dont know . im a bad person for making u feel this. i wana rip my heart and make it stop beating.