waiting

 

i find myself waiting again.

staring at my phone waiting for it to ring.

each and everytime a message light blinks i wish it was urs.

and everytime it vibrates i wish its ur name.

looking at my monitor wishing your name would pop up.

gazing at ur pics hoping ur gazing at mine too.

wishing u were near even tho we are miles apart.

what have i got myself into really.

i guess im in for another ride.

maybe this time it will be a smooth one or maybe not.

time will tell.

but im still scared.

scared to hurt you.

scared to make mistakes.

scared to loose you.

scared that you wont care..
and scared that ull get tired and STOP caring.