countdown to drama *the draft*

first there were goodbyes..
then a new door opened up..
new beginning and new opputunities..
when u thought that u can possibly fall again there u are falling..

THE PRELUDE

one thing that i regret this summer was losing a de ar friend of mine. he didnt die of course more like..left?
i was too selfish i guess i woulda chosen a friend over losing you, u know that but i guess it didnt work out that well. i tried to fix what was broken but it was hard. in the end sometimes u just have to let go.
all that was said and done..it was in deed a good journey. but it was meant to end.

THE INTRO

as the saying goes.. when one closes a door a window opens.. and thats how u came into my life, we started out as friends that just talk about life our "love dilemmas" the hurt the fun and all that crap. i used to talk to u about all the things that was goin on with me and u-know-who and u would listen. you said u liked me and i said i like u too, as a friend. i was already feeling something but since i was still in an awkward relationship i did not want u to be the one that i just turn on to cause i got hurt, aka the rebound. you acknowledged my decision and instead we became bestfriends.


THE SOURCE

what would u say when your other half told you this "the feeling wasnt empty, it was just a different environment, you changed and so have i" after you saying goodbye and was stil hoping that that other person would stop you, but didnt? basically that person actually liked someone else already and that that person wasnt feeling the same way ater the "incident"
but still wanted u to stay..hmm idk coz of pity? rebound? greed? i cnt answer that only that person can.

anyways whats done is done.we moved on.end of story.


THE STORY CONTINUES

after the end of a not so good relationship, there you were still waiting. you said nothing can stop you now for liking me and knowing that i like you even frm before but just held it back made you even more agressive in pursuing me.u always comforted me and waited patiently... u liked someone else coughbestfriendcough even from before, well come to think of it..i think everyone did, everyone was infatuated with him huh? and you said i made you forget about him, and in turn you made me move on and forget about the past love. you made me love again haha.it sounds mushy, i know. but its true. i can honestly say i do love you ^^

THE CLIMAX
if someone tells you that he feels that you take important people away from him how would u feel?

i never intended to take anything nor take what is not mine. but if they were important to u, why did u leave?

when i got that message, i bursted in tears. one thing that i dont like is hurting people that i truly care about, specially when i ddnt do anything =.=v.all i tried to be was a good friend but i guess u dont think so? theres a deeper story in this drama that i shouldnt think should be said here. i know you were both friends with them ( you know who im talking abt) but ddnt u leave them behind? so i thought and thought and i came up with the conclusion: i dont need no drama anymore. it was perfectly fine before. soim saying bye bye to drama and forgetting you, moving on like how u did when u tried to end our friendship.


THE EXTRO
thank you for being there for me, poopybear. i love you you know that ^^
thanks for understanding how i feel and still putting up with this BS.
i believe in you so do what u have to do. as for me, for now, im done.


TO BE CONTINUED......
**ill revise later**